I just found this poem!! From when I finally reestablished my relationship with God after totaling my & receiving my 2nd DUI from <2009>

ALIVE 

(12/29/09)

Sin tented lenses

Reveal the real me

Everything tenses

But now I can see

Elevate my emotions

Escape my own thoughts

As my soul reopens

Loosening all the knots!

Now I run to You

Not worthy of this

You see my heart through,

Not merely exist               

Free from that burden

Those shadows You’ve slain

You’re love is certain

Even through my pain

Exposed and unsure

You build me back up

Mending what I tore

You cannot corrupt

Reshape and remold

Take me I am Yours

Ready to unfold

To You my soul pours

You are everything

All else fades away

Only You remain

Decaying dismay

Guide my every step

Though tough to revive

I’m alive, I’m alive!